Expiation

Wary –the word within the word is well understood but vague.

The night of the interview with George Noory – when I disappeared or blacked out for a few minutes – I just came back and was looking at my phone. Everything was black outside and in as if a huge void had descended over the property – sucking everything out. I have had a bad headache based in my lower neck ever since. Moonshine is the cure – thanks Willy !

When I was about 4 years old two men (black suits – white shirts) came to our home and took me into my parents bedroom for tests – I remember it well – I was told it was so I could go to special school. I remember the tests and they seemed in retrospect mental acuity tests. I remember it like it was yesterday but a couple years back I mentioned it to my parents and they said it never happened? I remember being scared of the dark and yet never being able to articulate it – I remember wanting a room within a room where I was protected…I was so scared and yet when I was young I never told anyone (till now) – I remember later after we moved asking my friend if the aliens ever talked to him and he laughed and said good one. I remember fear – fear that they would come back.

I have never amounted to anything – although many envy my life because I always travel and live way out – it is odd…my dreams and goals are simple – travel and write and visit with people in an RV…I know sounds weird.

Anyway – there are spots in my life I do not remember… I do not have a psychic powers or really any gift other than being able to write – but remember clarity during a night with peyote tea. I saw the powers – thanks I know u understand.

I know the other side and have seen it – not sure I want to cross over again.

Expiation